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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

for my pal Rocky (Rockimaninnov)

Little coal, a diamond among cats, Rocky said good bye and I’m thinking as he rests
Black fur, God’s masterpiece
a touch of white on the tips of his black toes
the tip of his pink tongue, that beautiful black nose!
Crooked whiskers and those curvy kitty lips, Oh Rocky, you know how much I loved you
All of you. I'm drenched in tears...

Rocky will be missed.
I already miss you, Rocky, nine lives are just a glimmer of a life.
If you ask me, it’s not long enough!
When you arrive at the Rainbow Bridge, you’ll love it honey, it's a very special place.
The streets are paved in tunafish and milk and you’ll have many butterflies to chase.

You have friends there and your family’s there too
However, when I think of you, dear Rocky, please pay me a visit
I'll pay attention, I promise, I will see!
It will be a very special day for me

I know you never really left
I know we'll never really be apart
I know you’re just resting in another realm, Rocky
I know where you are …
deep inside my heart.

Friday, November 11, 2011

Balance

Her sound is quiet, her light is dark
Her good and bad tear her apart


Her cries are pointless, her deeds don’t count Happiness and sadness fill her heart


Her charms are wasted
Her destiny unsure
Her same old – changes
Her sharp vision is a blur


She’s competent
She knows not what to do
She is ordinary, if only that were true


Her sentimental gestures are her quaint disturbances
Her plaintiff is her defendant in strange acquaintances


Her various resentments and her everlasting love
Her practical adventures of a world that's not enough
Flawless contradictions
keys are black and white
self controlled addictions
devastation
love

A Beethoven sonata under a chiffon candlelight
a crystal clear chandelier in her filthy, run down atelier
a taste of a sweet blueberry in the summer or an apple in the fall
ice cold snowball winter fight
a spring dance or a ball
just another day

my anniversary
I’m a realist
I’m dreaming
I’m whispering
I’m screaming
Inside the mirror it is me

I’m everywhere, but I'm not here
I’m a butterfly, drowning in a desert sea

I'm free at last
a honey bee






Cacooned in my deep emotions, poisoned by a healing potion
I'm gullible, yet clever
I’m forever
I am never
I am Belzebub

I’m God
I’m a baby
I am old
I’m hot tempered
I am cold
In my promiscuous abstinence and my intelligent ignorance

is my incoherent perfect sense


It’s madness, all around me, above and below
Inside me is a perfect glow
I’m a red giant
Absolutely! 

No, it isn't true
I am certain that I have no clue
I'm not too much of anything, but 
I am one with everything
I’m often wrong and sometimes right
I’m an early morning sweet good night
My present absence is white as night

I lied, it's not, I’m dark as light
I’m a head of my time, but overdue
Hence, this, with Love, I ask of you: Can you say name?


I am not your master, not your slave
I’m very different, but the same
I’m stuck in between black and white
I’m not completely day or night
I can kill a person, 
save the world
I have no value, but I'm worth more than gold
I am earth, fire, water, air
Too afraid to try
I dare
I’m generous, but I never share
I’m alpha

I am omega
I’m polluted, but I'm pure, fragile and unbreakable
Undecided, I am sure

I am the biggest mystery - exactly who I seem to be.
I’m not a dog
I’m not a frog
:)
Balance is my name!









Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Baci




In my friend I see an ocean
In my friend I hear a song

Friendship is a peculiar potion
In friendship one can do no wrong



You my friend, you push me forward
You keep me anchored to the ground
You raise my chin, when it is lowered
You pull me down from the highest cloud

Ah, the memories we're shared,
Best company I've ever had, and laughter! So much laughter!
They say friendship is the joy of life.
Whatever happens after, be not afraid my dearest friend.

As friends we grow old, as friends we die,
Maybe in another world, there won't be a YOU and I
We will meet again in spirit, in the center of the sun
Rejoicing in laughter as two souls that are bound in one.

In true friendship there is no end
I love that about us, my dear friend