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Thursday, November 6, 2014

Laudanum



You soothe me, blanket and appease
You comfort me, when I'm not at ease

I’m coveted, riveted, forever teased
Pleasures of heaven dipped strawberries, I'm drowning in bliss

Two halves become one as we consummate in relentless kiss, bleed into me, my Adonais!

Underneath the coral reefs
Come to me! 
Flow through me!
Penetrating, eternally
Deeper than the vast blue sea

@2014


Monday, May 26, 2014

Only Fools

His freezing heart in silence deeply bleeds
she never loved him, never understood his needs

She broke his heart, when twice she cheated (so he said)
then, she left him - gone
his empty heart never resurrected - dead
She gave up on him, finding him too vain
Never can she justify or explain to him why she doesn't miss his love, his touch, his kiss ….
In her unblemished pure existence, she is thriving and remains at peace, while he's only surviving

She ruined him for everyone to follow
He is depression bound as deafening silence replaced every sound, while he sank down to nothing 

Now worthless and unable to apologize 
Don't worry your pretty little head, I said, I am fine
I'm over is mesmerizing big brown eyes
I'd be unhappy only if I stayed  

You just keep singing that ol' tune
Little dreamer, Mr. Lonely

Making up mad lies underneath the moon!

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Empty


EMPTY
Your self-inflicted wound will never heal if you keep my heart at bay 
and yours in chains!

You really think I don't know how you feel?
I know.
I feel everything you're feeling
I heard the unspoken words within, because I hear it all
All, but your thoughts and yet, it's words, only words
They’re not enough

Honor me, my soul that is your soul
Show me love!

In your cloak with a dagger you dig deep into pain
Carving kind words into your own flesh
Why can't you just say them? You refuse?

When you punish me, you punish you
Sinking into your filthy swamp of strange abuse

Your love is heavy, as is mine ....yet, sometimes, in shades of deepest blue - I'm fine

There is no tomorrow, 
There's only now
My lungs are empty
My heart is hollow

Still, I try to breathe somehow