Afternoon in the Garden

for my mother <3

Martyrs, angels, sweets beyond compare
Overwhelming beauty, ever fair

Time, nor any other measure can't surpass
This heaven's first glance upon my eyes

My everlasting Love
You graced the Earth
You reveled in your past, then, gave me birth

Oh! What a dream it is to hold your lovely face!
I pray to never, ever, let us part!
I kiss your cheek and long for your embrace
I stare upon you, my gentle work of art ...

Feeling blessed to watch this prize now dreaming
I run my fingers through your almost reddish mane
Inside screaming: "Gray! Do not!"

I keep you, precious, from falling to disdain
Napping gently on a day so hot
I cherish each moment
I cherish this time, when I am entitled to call you  - mine
Quietly weeping, I turn to the sky
I whisper a prayer
My prayer is denied

I hold you, my jewel, for as long as can be
I leave you the peaches you collected for me to sweeten your dream
so that this moment won't end
I am holding an angel ...
and I am touching her hand!

Sunset

When I think of you, I’m starving

Memories of Love

Rage alarming

I catch the sun rays wave good bye

Certain our Love will never die 

Untimely cost of lives

A sweet embrace

Forbidden touch

Yes! Love has a face!

This time, she is I

Awaiting lover’s nights
Again, again I say!
With even brighter lights!

Drenched in heavy rain

You stare into me

I fall into you

Forgetting the old

Denying the new

Oh, precious wonder!

All of Earth and sea!

The moonlight merged the sky and ocean just for you and me!

Sweet violet rays leap out of our sight!

Everlasting joy, making all things right with blinding Love, intoxicating trance ...

It's amazing, we made the sky forever change tonight

We made the sunbeams dance

Lavender for Luck in Love

Whenever two hearts be untamed, the one that ventures love, sustains. 

The first, devoted fully by some force, the other runs unruly at its course.

Unforeseen days can’t comprehend unfortunate love that doth offend

Whilst one love blooms truly, honestly

The other obliges to set Love free

Suffering lonely one heart will mend

The other dies slowly tortured to the end

True Love can't die

True love will never bend

If this be done Love was never meant

If not in this lifetime, then, in the next reborn, in burning passion lives destiny un-torn

When leaping faith once more unravels two kissing snails will cuddle in the gravel

Having seen enough, faith stings a passerby

He never thought of love, nor kept a loving eye

Now even he, searching for his other half in soul, strives for happiness

Making himself whole

Finding Love, fills life with dainty days

As faith smiles from up above in her proudly shining rays.

Chocolove

Winner of Editor's Choice Award 
~ Voice recorded collection of poems ~

If I could bake the perfect cake
I'd slap you on top like a decoration
No!

I'd smudge you across the sides like jelly
No!

I'd layer the cake with you and chocolate
No!

I'd blend you Into the mix for flavor
Yes!

From the base right to the top
In the filling and the dough
Like the icing all around
I could lick you very slow

You'd be the taste in every part
My most profound approach to art
A luscious cake all made of you
and the best thing is - that I could eat you too!

for my pal Rocky (Rockimaninnov)

Little coal, a diamond among cats, Rocky said good bye and I’m thinking as he rests
Black fur, God’s masterpiece
a touch of white on the tips of his black toes
the tip of his pink tongue, that beautiful black nose!
Crooked whiskers and those curvy kitty lips, Oh Rocky, you know how much I loved you
All of you. I'm drenched in tears...

Rocky will be missed.
I already miss you, Rocky, nine lives are just a glimmer of a life.
If you ask me, it’s not long enough!
When you arrive at the Rainbow Bridge, you’ll love it honey, it's a very special place.
The streets are paved in tunafish and milk and you’ll have many butterflies to chase.

You have friends there and your family’s there too
However, when I think of you, dear Rocky, please pay me a visit
I'll pay attention, I promise, I will see!
It will be a very special day for me

I know you never really left
I know we'll never really be apart
I know you’re just resting in another realm, Rocky
I know where you are …
deep inside my heart.

Balance

Her sound is quiet, her light is dark
Her good and bad tear her apart


Her cries are pointless, her deeds don’t count Happiness and sadness fill her heart


Her charms are wasted
Her destiny unsure
Her same old – changes
Her sharp vision is a blur


She’s competent
She knows not what to do
She is ordinary, if only that were true


Her sentimental gestures are her quaint disturbances
Her plaintiff is her defendant in strange acquaintances


Her various resentments and her everlasting love
Her practical adventures of a world that's not enough
Flawless contradictions
keys are black and white
self controlled addictions
devastation
love

A Beethoven sonata under a chiffon candlelight
a crystal clear chandelier in her filthy, run down atelier
a taste of a sweet blueberry in the summer or an apple in the fall
ice cold snowball winter fight
a spring dance or a ball
just another day
my anniversary
I’m a realist
I’m dreaming
I’m whispering
I’m screaming
Inside the mirror it is me
I’m everywhere, but I'm not here
I’m a butterfly, drowning in a desert sea
I'm free at last
a honey bee






Cacooned in my deep emotions, poisoned by a healing potion
I'm gullible, yet clever
I’m forever
I am never
I am Belzebub
I’m God
I’m a baby
I am old
I’m hot tempered
I am cold
In my promiscuous abstinence and my intelligent ignorance
is my I incoherent perfect sense


It’s madness, all around me, above and below
Inside me is a perfect glow I’m a red giant
Absolutely! 
No, it isn't true
I am certain that I have no clue
I'm not too much of anything, but I am one with everything
I’m often wrong and sometimes right
I’m an early morning sweet good night
My present absence is white as night
I lied, it's not, I’m dark as light
I’m a head of my time, but overdue
Hence, this, with Love, I ask of you: Can you say name?


I am not your master, not your slave
I’m very different, but the same
I’m stuck in between black and white
I’m not completely day or night
I can kill a person, save the world
I have no value, but I'm worth more than gold
I am earth, fire, water, air
Too afraid to try
I dare
I’m generous, but I never share
I’m alpha
I am omega
I’m polluted, but I'm pure, fragile and unbreakable
Undecided, I am sure
I am the biggest mystery - exactly who I seem to be.
I’m not a dog I’m not a frog
:)
Balance is my name!

Baci

In my friend I see an ocean

In my friend I hear a song

Friendship is a peculiar potion

In friendship one can do no wrong

You my friend, you push me forward

You keep me anchored to the ground

You raise my chin, when it is lowered

You pull me down from the highest cloud

Ah, the memories we're shared,

Best company I've ever had, and laughter! So much laughter!

They say friendship is the joy of life.

Whatever happens after, be not afraid my dearest friend.

As friends we grow old, as friends we die,

Maybe in another world, there won't be a YOU and I

We will meet again in spirit, in the center of the sun

Rejoicing in laughter as two souls that are bound in one.

In true friendship there is no end

I love that about us, my dear friend

Drunken Song

Lil' Peach

  for Toonces ♥ (1.1. 1990 – 11.11.2009)
We curl up, I smile, then, you purr.
I call you fuzzy
pet your peachy fur.

I love it

You love it
Little moments say a lot
Your soul is everlasting darling
be your death abrupt

When you arrive at the Rrainbow Bridge

greet your family and friends

don’t forget who loved you here

untill the very end

Come visit us sometime

Let’s never be apart
Truth be told, dear Toonces, you never left my my heart